April 29, 2017

After struggling with my never ending boredom I finally got a job and even though it’ll only be a few hours a week it’s better than nothing.

Things have been strained between my love and I lately and it’s due to the fact that my former best friend was male. He trusts me but he had all these mouths coming at him telling him something fishy was going on. I told my friend what was going on and that I wouldn’t be around as much he took it to the extreme and deleted me from everything and said somethings that I will never forgive.

I have stood up for him time and time again and jeopardized my relationship for our friendship but no more. I’m not going to hurt the love of my life for someone that always has an excuse. My love will never say it to me but I know this makes him feel better. Knowing that he’s the only guy in my life. But the thing is besides him I don’t have any friends now.

That’s kinda why I fought so hard to keep the friend around. My love has gads of friends who are always asking him to hang out I had one and now I don’t have anyone. So while my love is at work and when I’m off work I don’t have anyone to talk to.

But that’s okay so long as I can fix the damage inflicted upon my relationship. As long as I get to curl up in bed with my love every night I know everything will be okay. As long as I have him I don’t need anyone else

 

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